Tuesday, July 9, 2013

Meeting Someone

Realizing you’re 30 (technically 31 in my case) and single creates anxiety even when you’re not sure exactly what you want.  All of a sudden things feel desperate even if they’re not.  Perhaps you start questioning yourself personally, or the choices you’ve made, and undoubtedly you look for new ways to meet someone.  Sometimes I envy people who met in college.  What a great time to meet someone! You know when it’s not a great time to meet someone? When you’re 30.


The Set-up
Occasionally, your friends try to save you from your singleness and set you up.  In the beginning this is an enticing offer.  Maybe I’ll meet the man of my dreams and all I have to do is show up.  This friend of mine who is “setting me up” has obviously taken the time to find a man who is “perfect” for me! It’s like having my very own matchmaker! You’re willing to overlook the awkwardness of a set-up, because you trust your friend.  You imagine that he/she has somehow just been hiding this amazing person who is perfect for you.

Quickly you learn, however, that the only criteria your friend used to set you up is the fact that you’re single.  Being single is not a characteristic that makes 2 people compatible.  Obviously when you meet someone you’re interested in dating, you hope that they are also single, but simply being single is not enough on its own.  Sometimes a set-up can make you wonder what your friends really think about you. This guy?? This is the guy you see me with? Maybe we aren’t friends….
Now that I know the criteria my friends use to set me up, I’m generally less excited to be involved. You can’t actually completely turn down the offer to be set up though, because there is always that voice in your head that says “what if this time it works!”  It always ends up being a guy who lives with his parents, just got out of rehab, doesn’t know what NPR is, or who is extremely socially awkward, but you can’t just say no outright, because what are your other options?

 
Online Dating

“This is how people do it now.” I feel like I hear people say that all the time.  I remember when online dating began, and I remember thinking “what kind of losers turn to the internet to find a date?” Obviously the world of online dating has changed a lot and actually has become one of the main routes people take on their search for a mate.  It’s not just for losers anymore.  Almost everyone I know who has found themselves single over the age of 20 has tried, or at least seriously considered trying online dating.
I guess the concept makes sense, but I’m still not a big fan of the online dating scene.  If you think about it, it’s a really awkward way to meet people.  Let’s all stay home, sit at our computes and spend our time writing detailed profiles about ourselves and reading through the profiles of others, so that we can exchange awkward emails and maybe a phone call or two before scheduling to meet at a public place (safety first) so we can essentially interview each other as if we’re both applying for jobs.  Sometimes you don’t even know what “job” you’re interviewing for. You might think it’s a girlfriend position, but the only job available might be a sex position.  Perhaps this guy is just looking for someone to temporarily take on the “Hand” or “Blow” positions at his “company.”

I also imagine that a good number of people lie on their online dating profile.  It’s hard not to.  Once you see your stats all written out in black and white it can be a little depressing.  As it turns out most of us aren’t leading super exciting lives.  We go to work, we see our friends, travel a little, have a hobby, but that’s kind of it.  Looking at your boring life profile, the only tool people will have to see what kind of person you are, your singleness can start to make a whole lot of sense.  I also feel like I don’t translate well over the internet.  I’m much more interesting, and clever, and cute, and funny in person. Right? As it turns out, maybe not. And don’t get me started on the pictures.
Over the years I have tried 3 different online dating websites.  I pretty much hated them all. 

Match
I started with Match, and I felt like it took a lot of time, a definite issue for me.  Also, when filling out your profile, there are all these little boxes you can check off with things you like or are interested in. Many of these things, most of us probably don’t have strong feelings about, but you check the boxes anyway, because you’re asked to. Turns out, this is how “matches” are created for you. 

“Erin, meet Rob!  He also like's dogs and enjoys weightlifting!”
WHAT?!?! A person who also likes dogs?! That IS a super hard characteristic to find in another person, and is definitely the glue that holds couples together.  Weightlifting? Did I check off that I like weightlifting? Huh… turns out I did.  Since I go to the gym and lift weights when I’m there it seemed appropriate to check the box.  Had I known that this was the box Match was going to pay the most attention to; perhaps I would have considered not checking it.

EHarmony
EHarmony makes you fill out this super long compatibility test before you even get to create your profile.  Am I the only person who panics a little when filling out those kinds of tests?  I feel like many times I’m not really sure how to answer the questions and then I worry about not being connected with the right people, because I’m an idiot when it comes to filling out the test.  It also makes me wonder why the questions aren’t easier for me to answer.  I can’t like going out on the weekends and also sometimes enjoy staying in? I have to pick one? Are most of us so set on our likes and dislikes? Maybe I don’t really know myself at all? Maybe that’s why I’m single…..

Plenty of Fish
It’s free!  Since I’m not a fan of other people making money off my misfortunes in love, the free, is a big draw for me.  Turns out, it’s a big draw for a lot of people.  Using POF I was overwhelmed by all the interest my profile was generating.  How exciting! Until I realized that most of the people showing interest in me were people I had no interest in dating. I also had to scan through lots of people wearing not a lot of clothes. You really do have great abs, sir, but I'm not sure that's what is going to make us compatible. I don't even have abs. So that was a bust too.

 
So you're in your 30's you messed up and didn't meet someone in college, you've done the set-ups and the online dating, and the bar scene and you have nothing to show for it. Well, maybe not nothing. I mean, look at me, I have lots of stories, and now I’m writing a blog. That's kind of something....
My 18-year-old Sex and the City watching self (read "why blog") is embarrassed for me. She is super embarrassed for me. Sigh.....

1 comment:

  1. I cant get over how funny you are. I can picture you saying all of this- I actually think we have had this conversation.

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